Life.. what do we know about life? sometimes is unpredictable, well most of the time if we’re being honest and somehow that’s what makes it interesting but also gives us a lot of ansiety. if there’s one thing I can say I feel jealous about is people who has everything figured out. what they want to study, who they’re gonna get married, the house they wanna live in, kids.. no kids.
For me is not that simple, when I was 16 I thought I wanted to be a computer engineer… but at the first obstacle I step out and changed to international business cause I wanna run my own company but hey! I have no idea what this company is going to be about. fast forward I’m 24 years, haven’t finished college, still don’t know if I made the right career choice but I’m gonna finish it anyways. I made it my mission to finish before I’m 26.
On where I wanna live I’m still thinking about it. I love my country but I also would love to pack my things and start again somewhere else. Fall in love and create new roots in a new place I can call home, a place where I can be me 100% with my flaws and my good sides.
I mean don’t get me wrong I know I have what it takes to do a 180° change in my life.. I just need to be brave and step into the daylight.
Life.. what do we know about life? sometimes is unpredictable, well most of the time if we’re being honest and somehow that’s what makes it interesting but also gives us a lot of ansiety. if there’s one thing I can say I feel jealous about is people who has everything figured out. what they want to study, who they’re gonna get married, the house they wanna live in, kids.. no kids.
For me is not that simple, when I was 16 I thought I wanted to be a computer engineer… but at the first obstacle I step out and changed to international business cause I wanna run my own company but hey! I have no idea what this company is going to be about. fast forward I’m 24 years, haven’t finished college, still don’t know if I made the right career choice but I’m gonna finish it anyways. I made it my mission to finish before I’m 26.
On where I wanna live I’m still thinking about it. I love my country but I also would love to pack my things and start again somewhere else. Fall in love and create new roots in a new place I can call home, a place where I can be me 100% with my flaws and my good sides.
I mean don’t get me wrong I know I have what it takes to do a 180° change in my life.. I just need to be brave and step into the daylight.
So it’s been a while since the last time I was hanging around here… and a lot of things have changed, for instance there is this pandemic called COVID-19, the world is upside down because of this. Are we ever gonna go back to the way things were? is this ¨new normal¨ thing really good for us? Is this time alone teaching us something or just driving us crazy?
I have so many questions and no good enough answers.
Well I have to be honest, before this I wasn’t the type of person who would go out every night or weekend but every once in a while I hang out with my friends. being unable to do it made me realize that time is precious and you should be around the people you love, hug them, tell them you love them. Be nice to everyone around even if they’re nasty to you.. Human contact is not overrated. and no matter how good facetime is being face to face is better.
You know what they say about what goes to the internet stays in the internet. 2 years ago I started this account with the intention of learning how to use tumblr… so far that’s still not happenig, so this is the second attemp.
Here’s a little update on my life:
I’m 22 years old now, still living in Panama, I haven’t graduate from college yet but I’m so close one more year and a half and I’ll be done with that. my cat Tyler died early this year and even tho I miss him dearly life gave me a second chance with a new kitten named Sasha, she’s is 6 months old and came to my door 2 months ago on a raining night, I opened the door and tried to act cool in order not to scare her and that went well. She got inside and started asking me for food and since that day she hasn’t left my side.
On other news.. I’m trying to get my real states license, this is something I’ve been pushing aside for three years but I think it’s time to beat my fears and go for it. one of my wildest dreams is doing this so I can be able to help people find the home of their dreams, I feel I could be dang good at this and if I become millionarie in the process I won’t be mad haha.
My love life is deep blue at the moment, I think I will meet somebody great anytime soon someone I can talk and hang out and listen to Taylor Swift together we’ll see what happens in the next chapter of this crazy ride called “Life”
If you got until the very end of this post thank you for that. If not that’s okay I promise I’ll get better in time. see you around.
So far I’ve been unable to hear The Archer due to the fact that everybody decided to talk to me every time I put my headphones on, and when I hear a song for the first time I like to hear it alone in order to feel every lyric, every chord. So I’ll talk about it later
Now on the other side, I can’t wait to hear the entire album I know it’s TS7 but considering everything that has happen it feels like TS1, a rebirth a new begining… and as a swiftie I’m excited!… Taylor if you read this. Please consider bringing the new tour to Panama trust me I’m not the only swiftie here.
